Sunday, February 15, 2009

NUMBER 1. MEET ME.

well.. hey.. im mikayla k. j.. i have issues that need treatment, but i dont have the treatment..
i actually havent even been diagnosed for these issues, but i kno myself..

lets see, i am 15 turning 16 very soon. i feel as if, ive gone through enough for like a 30 year old woman. i am depressed. i cut myself. i have numerous eating disorders. i love the sight of blood. i am boy crazy. i thnk i may be a little bipolar. i love life sometimes. other times, i commit suicide. i dont know what i want to do in life, ive never really thought that far because ive always assumed that i
d kill myself before i had to make that decision. 

on top of all of that, i just got kicked out of private school, which was the best 
thing that happened to me.. and now i am highly upset about that b/c im stuck at a school with a bunch of ignorant ass niggas and boys and females.

perhaps ill post this one and add another later..
well alright
i love everyone and everything for as long as i can

xoxo
M.